♥ Friday, August 04, 2006 ♥
6:08:00 PM
:)
i dunnoe why . but i realised i tends to do things wif my emotions , instead of my brains . haiz . i tend to calm myself even when i know things doesnt (and will not) go in my way . i find myself behaving like a retarded somethings and a kid who doesnt have a happy childhood .
anyone who can spoils me ?
ai ren is so fierce ! OMG . i nearly got a shock of my life . cuz it was the first time i 've seen her so angry before . there was only once when i saw her angry - wif sujun for talking too much in class .
i wonder , should i feel happy or sad to know tt u r always visiting my blog ? after so many years , i finally realised wad it meant by " 2 worlds apart " . and at the same time , " so near and yet so far " . haiz . let the past be the past . u wont b bothered and it 's ur fang shi of healing me . but it 's not working / showing it 's effect , seriously .
sometimes i wonder : does it pains u to ask me tt question and whether u regret it or not . [hopefully , the answers will b a yes]
